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Singing Blue Flower

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Hello! I had a wonderful life until I contracted Fibromyalgia. I am a beautiful, warm. kind-hearted woman seeking shelter from the storms of life. I try to live each day to the fullest, but there are days when I am so very sick I feel as if I want to die. It takes me awhile to wake up. I pray when I am fully awake and mostly for others. I am funny and have a sense of humor. When I am sick, I fake that I feel good. Deep inside, I just want to drop over dead. I have many pets. They sense when I am sick and stay close at my side. It has become impossible for me to work in a public setting. Everytime I do, I become sick and must sleep alot. I used to be so healthy and vibrant. It has been said, "When you have your health, you have everything." I can really relate to that now. I have two beautiful teen-aged daughters whom I love dearly. They live with their dad. I am too sick to care for them. Caring for myself is a full-time job. I love life but don't love the physical state that I am in. The bills are piling high and that stresses me. I have to have minimal stress or my bed is where I stay. I am so destitute, that I cannot afford medical care. So I eat fairly healthy and rest as often as possible. Some days, the joint pain is excrutiating. Stretching does help, but the pain is always there. I live in a country environment. I used to love the sun, but if I stay out in it too long, I become sick. Then I have to sleep for half of the day. I was so active and healthy. When I am feeling good, I have a tendency to over-exert myself. I love music, reading, my pets, and the people I know and meet. This is who I am and what I am about! Thank you for reading about me!! May God bless you!!!

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AidpageTeam

Singing Blue Flo,

Your post about the Worldwide Loan Club was deleted.

The system offered by the Worldwide Loan Club seems to be either a classic pyramid scam... or may be even worse - a really legal way to extract a 6% MONTHLY(!!!) interest rate from poor people. 

6% monthly interest = 101% yearly interest !!! 

Please, do NOT post anything more about the Worldwide Loan Club until we have some positive evidence about the character of this organization. 

Regards,

The Aidpage Team

 

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There has been a great deal of interest in this issue and to date there have been numerous well controlled research studies since 1992 that have looked at this question. However, none has shown a clear association between silicone breast implants and the development of lupus disease.
http://www.lupus.org/education /faq.html#21

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Dave4help

Your a very beautiful girl.After my surgery I Would like to meet you if your single.

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Singing Blue Flo

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Singing Blue Flo

Who else wants to make $2000 a month with these cool little crosses! .

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Singing Blue Flo

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Singing Blue Flo

Dear readers, I have decided to share something with you. I developed Lupus from silicone breats implants that went bad. It is imminent to my health and my life to get them removed. I am part of the Dow-Corning class action lawsuit. I spoke with my attorney on Thursday and Dow-Corning is dragging the case out for another two years, This leaves me in a desperate situation. I was counting on them paying out this year so that I could get the implants removed. I am too sick to hold down a job. I am begging and pleading for my life! Would some kind-hearted soul please help me?! I have no where else to turn.

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Builder1

Gina... I've never seen or even heard of somebody having a bull at home. This must be a daily adventure... :) And little Mocha is so beautiful! You cannot be too lonely with those two souls running around. Good luck and take good care of yourself!

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Singing Blue Flo

This is Mocha. A Family Member.

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Singing Blue Flo

Hello friends!This cold/flu has hung on for awhile now. I have a wicked-bad sinus infection. My face hurts from where my sinuses are inflammed. Two of my cats were sick. I treated them with antibiotics and now they are feeling much better. My ex brought this thing home. He doesn't understand that when I get sick, I am laid up for a good while. I wish that people were better informed about health issues. Lupus can potentially kill me. Anymore, I feel like a prisoner. I am afraid to go out in public for fear of catching something that will lay me up in the hospital. Anyway, God bless you readers. Peace and love always! Gina

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Singing Blue Flo

Last Sunday, I went to the hospital with my gallbladder going bad. They put me on a nonfat diet. Oh, it is awful!! Not much flavor! Then on top of that, I got the cold/flu starting on Friday. I cannot lose much more weight the doctor said. My clothes are starting to hang on me. I am down to a size 2. I must admit that I am scared. The man that I was with I broke off with. He brought way too much excess baggage to the table. It was better this way. We still live in the same house. Both of our names are on the lease. We have separate bedrooms which is fine. When it is possible, I will move out and get my own place. I feel it will be better this way. We would have been together two years next month. It is a chapter that needs to close unfortunately. He is such an unsettled soul at 49YO. Best for him to be free to find himself. I just need peace, serenity, and love.

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Singing Blue Flo

This is my young black angus bull. His name is Lakota.

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Anonymous40784

Lord, Please increase this woman's finances. Provide for her every need. Lord, let 'Jesus blood heal her blood'. And, let 'Jesus body heal her body'. Send her supernatural blessings in her life. In Jesus name, I pray. Amen.

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